I have been blogging since 2002(?). But almost every month, I feel like I have just started. Posts kept on getting deleted - some due to it being too private on reread, some revealed too much, others just seemed to sound lame and out of character after some time, e.g. the mek mek craze where I can't stop myself from going 'mmmekk!!!' at the end of every sentence.
Mmmekk!!!
Yeah, so anyway, being the person that I am - which is not being able to stop myself from talking - I have once again decided to just channel all the conversations that goes on in my head onto this blog, knowing that way, I do not flip anyone out by my incessant erratic and/or emotional outpour resulting in utter confusion. Of course, some may argue that I don't talk that much anyway. Believe me, if you think that, you have not spend enough time with me.
Someone once threw me off track when he asked if I was aware of what impression I was giving or what I was actually revealing when I said the things that I said and if I should be revealing so much of myself to the whole wide world (yeah, I know you're reading this :D). That got me thinking. After rereading my posts and removing some, I've come to realize that it's not so easy to form a proper or full image of me from just a few posts. Noticed the conversational posts and story posts all sounded so different from one another? If anything can be derived from them, it must be that I'm trippin' on some hallucinogenics or suffering from bipolar disorder.
Maybe I am ;)
You decide.
Mmmekk!!! (I just had to do that one last time)
* I wonder if I might just delete this post when I wake up tomorrow?
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